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March 1, 2013

Give Me Love

It was around 18 degrees when I shot these photos a couple of days ago, and now it's like 5 degrees or something. Could this season get any weirder? Yes ladies and gentlemen, we've just welcomed March and I hope that this month will be a fresh start for those who need it, a month full of love and laughter and happiness. I could use some of these.

I wasn't even sure to post these photos or not, but it's just another excuse for me to pour my heart out. I had one of the most challenging weeks of my life, mentally. I wasn't feeling my best, emotionally, in the last couple of days but thanks to my lovely friends and family, I'm in a much better condition now. I've lost -or ended my relationship- someone really special for me, who I thought was special, and I've learnt once again that in order for you to be happy, you have to let some people out of your life. I'm glad I did that, 'cause now I can see who I really want to spend my time with, who have better hearts and better personalities. So yeah, it cost me a lot of pain but I'm moving on and I feel so relieved and refreshed. And my countdown still continues: only 22 days left to the exam. Have a lovely day guys!


Photos by: Efe Güler

Wearing: Sunnies, Romwe // Shirt, Bershka // Necklace, Accessorize // Skirt, Gina Tricot // Heels, Mom's.


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Bu fotoğrafları çektiğimde hava 18 dereceye yakındı ve şu an 5 derece civarlarında. Hava daha garipleşebilir mi? Evet bayanlar ve baylar, Mart ayına merhaba demiş bulunuyoruz, umarım bu ihtiyacı olanlar için temiz bir sayfa niteliği taşır ve umarım bu ay aşk, gülümseme ve mutlulukla dolu olur sizin için. Bunların birazını kullanabilirim...

Bu fotoğrafları koyup koymamak konusunda emin olamıyordum bir türlü, fakat bu fotoğraflar aslında sadece düşüncelerimi kusmamda kullandığım bir bahane. Bu hafta, hayatımda mental olarak geçirdiğim en zorlu haftalardan biriydi. Kendimi duygusal anlamda çok hırpalamıştım, fakat arkadaşlarım ve ailemin de yardımları sayesinde toparlanıyorum. Benim için çok değerli olan birini kaybettim -ya da ilişkimi bitirdim-, değerli olduğunu sandığım birini, ve bir kez daha öğrendim ki, kendi mutluluğun için bazı insanları hayatından çıkartmalısın. Bunu yaptığım için mutluyum, çünkü artık yanımda kimi istediğimi daha iyi görebiliyorum, daha iyi kalpli ve kişiliği olan insanları. Kısacası evet, bu bana oldukça acı çektirse de yoluma devam ediyorum ve kendimi gerçekten rahatlamış ve huzurlu hissediyorum. Ve geri sayımım hala devam ediyor: Sadece 22 gün kaldı sınava. Hepiniz harika bir gün geçirin millet!

26 comments:

  1. I'm sorry to hear that some people have walked away from your life :/ it does feel awful, but when time goes forward you will find a way to really accept that and in some way to forget about those people. But it's good to see that you are doing better now :) and the pictures are awesome!

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    1. Thank you for these words Sabina, they really mean a lot that people support me :) I know it will get better eventually, I just need some time. And thank you once again, you're always so lovely. :)

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  2. Don´t worry dear - we would be happy if we had 5 degrees ;) You´re looking very stylish and maiden-like in your outfit <3

    xx
    Rena
    http://dressedwithsoul.blogspot.de/

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    1. Hahah I can understand this, I've been to Berlin a couple of times and the weather was not my favourite... Thank you so much :)

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  3. Cool sunglasses!! You chose a great location :)

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  4. great look and song! love ed sheeran <3

    xx
    www.mariarubioblog.com

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  5. Nice look!

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  6. I love your outfit! Love the skirt and your glasses are amazing!

    xo
    www.feathersandfantasy.blogspot.com

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  7. Love your blog so much ! :) You are beautiful! You have here a nice skirt, see you xo
    Wanna follow each other? I'll be so glad !

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  8. This skirt is so beautiful and looks great on you . And if you will be more relieved and refreshed , do it . You are so special girl :))))
    Good luck for exam :)

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    1. Thank you so much lovely Anon! <3 Hope you'll have a great day xx

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  9. That's how you said sometimes you have to let some people go out of your life...I'm glad you're feeling better now, and I hope you have a big smile on your face. <3 Anyway, you look amazing, love your skirt and sunglasses. :) xx

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    1. Thanks Catarina for being so lovely all the time! <3

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  10. breaking up with boyfriends/girlfriend and even friends isn't easy, but sometimes it's for the best. hope you feel better. love the skirt here!

    Sisters Marie
    Start your Closet on BISTM!

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    1. Thank you so much for these supporting words <3 I'm way better, thanks once again! :)

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  11. great skirt, and the backdrop is beautiful! hope you feel better...it's never easy to end relationships, but sometimes it's for the best.

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    1. Thank you so much, I'm very very fine! :)

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